This post was originally about how I was trying to convince myself I was supposed to be here, because I was not sure about staying in Korea. Then a couple of days ago, actually the day after I was having questions and doubts, I opened up my devotional.
My family and I were on our way to Busan for my cousin’s wedding. It was a 5 hour drive, so I decided to open up my devotional. The date was, October 13th, and the devotional was about Moses. It was about how God revealed His plan for Moses well before he actually did anything for the Israelites under the Pharaoh’s rule. God trained and disciplined him for 40 years, because even though he was the person for the job, he wasn’t in the right oneness with God. He kept going and said that God brings us into our own 40 year discouragement in the wilderness because we need to get into God’s stride. Stop focusing on what we need to do in the future and develop a closer relationship with God.
Afterwards, I sat in disbelief. The same thing happened while I was on the plane to Korea, where a devotional was literally what I needed to hear. I just sat there thanking God, and fearing God. God has never been this clear to me, and it’s a little scary because now I can’t ignore him. I can’t use His lack of clarity as an excuse not to do what He says. On the other hand, I’m excited for what God will do here.
Man. God is good.